Torah Portions
Vayishlach
"And he divided the people that were with him..." (Genesis 32:8)
וַיִּשְׁלַח - Vayishlach
This week we are encapsulating two Torah portions – Vayetze & Vayishlach.
They signify the difference between exile and the beginning of exoduses out of exile – light of redemption and future or the will of the Creator begins to reveal itself.
It is clear from this portion – the way one sends themselves through this work. The means and ways it is possible.
The movement is from Vayetze – flight of Jacob to exile – what we are not dealing with the forces at play to leave the state he couldn’t form himself. It is to do with the ‘hollow space’ . there needs to be a reality of choice, that you are out of the arena of ‘everything is there for the taking’ or a constant presence. The entire creation starts with concealment of the Creator – up to the point it allows a fleeting memory of the intention of Creation and one’s own existence.
Jacob going out is a state of sleep. Therefore it will occur during a dream, not being fully aware of the presence of the Creator, rather during sleep.
Coming back of Jacob to Israel, back to be with the fulfillment of his mission – Vayishlach. In Hebrew you can read into it – the purpose of the mission: Shlichut.
In Hebrew there are 2 oppositions – weakness (Chalash) and dominion (Cholesh).
Coming back to the branch, in the wold of Atzilut – the condition is set in this portion.
When we are starting to fulfilling the missing of the spirit, and relate to it – as Jacob is coining through the narrative of coming back. There will always be a fear and struggle. A walk through stage. It will take the time – to fulfill all invitations for reforming oneself – and a group of spirits that will constitute the state of reformation (Tikun).
After Jacob forms himself as responsible for a family, with a maturity of connection, of seeing that this mission has a joint purpose…
How to create a laboratory of preparation of oneself to connect to other wills – the wills of the nation.
What we see at first – when Jacob is going out into exile – the way he can be touched is through a dream. When he comes back is through seeing. The revelation is through an awakening.
Remembering Amalek
If we read Amalek as an externa force - we won't understand the portion of Torah. It is said that Jacob was left alone - what does that mean, if he is a believer, and G-D is everywhere....what does it mean? It means it was an internal struggle with himself
The temptation is not external, but an internal discourse Amalek is first, an internal force that always tries to hit us. And, to attack us when our identity and when our commitment is very weak.
So, don't forget...to remember who you are. The voice of Amalek will come when you are weak If you are not aware of this battle, someone will fulfill the purpose of reminding you who you are
Jacob wrestling the angel Vayishlach
In this week"s portion of VaYishlach, Jacob struggles with his inner forces in order to get his mission defined. Thus he is being able to build his inner spine, the quality that would be needed for Tikun